Monday, July 30, 2007

new hair!!!new look!!!whee..and yeah..gd news guys..desti presentation is finally over!!

had a super fierce negotiation todae and we as developers actuali kena shoot until very jialat!!shitty can..but overall was ok la..quite fun thou..haha..went to mass dance todae for the healthy lifestyle campaign and definitely enjoyed myself!whee..hiax..super sian can..thou my hair quite nice,i tink it gt straightened back again..damn sian!!juz spoil my dae can!was wondering if i shld go back and let them re-perm again!!argh!!shitty man..last time oso same ting happen..

anw,tis is my new hairstyle!(aft the hairdresser style it for me,so i guess effect will be nicer)

and once again i miss u so much..dint understand y tis crush could have lasted so long..moreover,the fact that i had alwaes tink that tis r/s wont go anywhere juz make it so unbelievable that my feelings could be so real..i miss u..i reali do..

and here i am..reachin home at 11.30pm at nite solely becoz of projects,projects and more projects!sux man..

tt toopid loretta likes to whistle to wake ppl up tinkin tt it would worked..but true enough,it works on me..went to eat the famous kampong chix rice walkin in the rain!LOL..gt drenched quite a bit but it was all worthwhile cos the chix rice was reali gd!hehe..=)

saw jen just nw,gossiped and talked about some work stuff..saw aggy in the canteen too and funi ting is they had to share one fish and chips cos the auntie only left one fish!LOL..wad a lame shit..the auntie so cute la..helped wy buy drinks and i remembered that she likes peppermint..and yeah!i gt her the correct drink..aft tt was back to comp lab for desti time!!

and aft i gt back..i felt so useless doin nth but to stare into what the others of my grpmates are doing..i reali wasnt given anyting to do..i wanted to cut the slides but the "leader" just wouldnt trust me and she insisted doin it herself..so..forget it..i hopped beside loretta and stared at wad she's doin..i couldnt get wad she was doin so i hopped back to tung ling..hopin i could assist her or sth but then again,she's in her own world,once awhile ask me for my little opinion..tts all..so i decided to hopped to mz and yeah!she let me help her with the appendices and FINALLY i find myself useful..*phew*

back home..bathed..and gotta get back to proj work AGAIN` wth..i mean they left me cutting the slides for presentation and yeah..its like only needed next week..no choice,they wan me to produce tis by tmr..so yeah..gotta get back to work..till then again..=/

and yeah..i hope i could see u next wed..cos i reali miss u so..u reali left me for memories for remniscence cos u just appeared and disappeared once again..so i guess im just a passerby in ur life cos u can just treat me so coldly aft tt day..thanks heartless boy`

and yeah..another dae to chiong proj..im ast loretta hse nw cutting the ppt slides..woked up real late todae..had a powerful slp ytd nite thou..slept 10 hrs!!and i juz feel so shiock!=D

derrick met me and we had 10 meatballs and 2 hotdog breads at ikea earlier on and i feel like a PIG..reali ate alot lately and i reali tink i've put on weight!shit!argh!vow to go on a diet aft proj!PROMISE!haha..

yeah..goin to perm my hair on sun!!whee..im so so so looking forward to it..=)

k la..i g t spotted by tung ling for blogging..gotta stop!=p

and i miss you so..but it seems like everyting is coming to an end...i guess u haf just left me with memories for reminiscence..

and yes.worked tonite..and im so so so tired!gotta touch up abit on desti proj and off t0 bed!tmr gonna skip OB!!yeah!!no sch..finally a dae to rest` yahoo!=)

managed to catch 3 hrs of slp todae..reached sch at 11 and continue to chiong BE..managed to finish before ticketing lesson starts..

went to dance todae and it was fun!!had to freestyle on our own in 2 counts of 8s with no repetition of steps..darn challenging i tell u!!cos its reali on the spot kinda ting man..aft dance i went back to comp lab and practised the role play presentation for OB with prj grp mates..

received ah pui's msg askin me if i wan to go chill..the first ting i ask him is..with who?and he replied me saying the usual gang..and duno y the tot of who is the usual gang appears..is the usual gang with james they all?will he be there?all these thoughts start running thru my mind..yeah..and i reali miss him..=/

but of cos..its nt james tt gang la..its the WEEKEND GANG!yeahness!!i miss this weekend gang..the 4 of us..together chilling..real fun!but they are like meeting aft midnight cos ben and pris are working..so i told ah pui we could go st james!!!hehe..was tinkin perhaps hearing him sing and seeing him can cure the heartache im feeling right now..and perhaps he can even cheer me up!sometimes seeing him just make my heart feel lighter..realli..duno y..=)

all hopes are tarnished cos alvin and ah pui do not wan to go at all!argh!nvm..was darn tired too and i gotta work tmr morning so i just treat todae as a rest dae for me then..i hope tmr i can go to the place i wan to go..tt place of "serenity"(thou its a noisy place) hoho!=D

i guess i must put all these to an end now boy..for u haf alrdy had someone in ur life and i feel its not right for us to get anymore closer..i shld haf known that its not right to go on like tis with u but its just so hard to..

ytd was proj dae..it was madness man..i actually stayed in sch till the lab closes..(10pm) reached home at 11plus and i haf not had dinner even then!!lucky derrick volunteered to buy me supper..if not i could have starve to death!!and yeah..i had bar-cor-mee with extra chilli for supper!whee..=D

todae was proj dae once again and i haf to be in sch at 11am despite the fact that i haf class only at 4pm..reached there at 12 plus but thank god i wasnt the last one..=D stayed in sch to chiong the proj till i receive alvin's msg askin me if i wan go st james?!!!OMG..he nv msg me still ok..he msg me den he remind me of him..my heart gt so distracted aft i thought of him..my mind just kept thinking whether i shld go..prob is we haf to rush the BE proj cos tmr is the bloody deadline..was suppose to stay in one person's hse to finish up but in the end we left editing part and are almost done..so mz decided not to stay..yeah man!then..the thought of goin st james flickered in my mind..i admit..i reali miss him..y would i feel this way?i duno..its indescribable..that sudden urge to see him is so strong that i just want to run home straight even thou the proj is not done..but tt stupid alvin needs to go home before 12!!my god..tink he cinderella ar?!kns..i mean its impossible that i can get to st james before 12 man..we are freaking leaving at least at 10pm or later!!

coincidentally..the lab closes early and we wanted to continue our work outside the benches and yeah!suddenly tung ling and my lappy couldnt work and yeah..nth for me and seg kwang to do..at first i wanted to stay with them till at least they finish but they just ask me go hm first cos i do nth oso no use and the fact that i stay very far!yeah man..it was 10.18pm and i think there is still a possibility that i can rush to st james!

CHIONG home..literally chiong-ED home man..reached home at 11.30 and reached st james at 12.05!power sia..i first time prepare so damn fast!!reached there but he just sing one more song then the 2nd set finished alrdy..SUAY!!my god..next set will resume at 1 plus and tt alvin told me he goin off at 1pm..bloody make me come down less than an hr man!!=/

tried to stalk alvin's time and FINALLY he agreed to stay till the 3rd set..HAHA!=p and it so happens that todae the boss of the whole st james come to celebrate his fren's bdae..and i couldnt get much chance to hear him sing cos the mike was passed on to those guest performances by the various managers of st james stations..it's a pity i couldnt hear much but nonetheless it was hilarious hearing the managers sing!LOL..aft tt he sang "summer love" which he promised to sing it to me..and he's so cute!!reading the lyrics from the board cos i tink he haven finish memorizing the lyrics..=D throughout the whole ting i guess he dint notice my presence or see me..but there was tis tot tt he actuali saw me from far..and i gt a feeling he actuali am hapi seeing me there..perhaps i tink too much or sth?hoho..and before i leave i sorta cfm he finally saw me..

it's 3.13am and im finally home and bath-ed..haf to chiong my BE once again!=((

you noe im so hapi to see u again and realise how much i missed u..but im reali afraid that its just a short-term kinda ting..and in the bottom of my heart i reali tink tis r/s will just bring us nowhere..

and and and..i just wanna sae sori to wanyi darling..was suppose to meet her for lunch today but there's no sch todae..=/

and lastly..i hate tt priscilla loy la..she malign me!=(

LOL..but they are nonetheless still my besties, thou we seldom get to meet up that often now..unlike year 1 when we meet everydae except weekends..miss those daes..the 5 of us..=)

yoohoo..yeah..here i am back again!alive and kickin!duno why i just feel like blogging once again..maybe im just not used to just reading my bestie's updates and not updating them abt my life..cos i seldom get to see them that often anymore..=(

well..i noe its abit late..but i still wanna sae a...


sori i couldn't stay long for ur bdae and wait for u to cut ur cake..but i did make the effort to go down despite the bloody long bus-ride alright?!=p

tungling and gang came to my hse to chiong proj todae and its like hell man!to reali chiong 2 proj at the same time..=((

well..life have been reali COMPLICATED i shld sae..

got a call that i've been waiting for the whole day at 8.52pm!yeah..i know that its nt right to get so excited seeing ur name appearing on my phone but yeah..it still brightens up my dae..reali..its been such a long time since we last contact..like u said it..but yeah!shermain is a hapi gal..=D

u came into my life too but i noe tis r/s will not go anywhere..u could not provide me with that type of security that i sought for and yes..im nt sure of whatever u said is true..lets just remain things as it is for now though i just heard that u asked alvin why i dint come yesterday..im hapi that u asked for me..reali..i will long to see u sometimes but i noe its just not that type of feeling i will feel for him..u were askin me if u will see me tis weekend?i reali duno cos im miting my galfrenz..will see..

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